nurnielfa:
But, to anyone who told me that my photography course was a bad idea: you were right, I was wrong, I’m sorry. It sucked out of me the joy of making photos I like without putting in anything to fill that void.
I can’t go out to try and find myself (photography speaking) and my joy again, so in the mean time I apologize to all the people who kindly commented on my previous posts. I really like the photos you post and the “professional” photos I learned about in the course are crap to me. I can’t understand how a budget of 60,000 to put on a set and make 3 shots to sell them out like renaissance paintings is better than some heartfelt “aficionado” shots.
I also have had a lot of problems with tumblr itself, it didn’t allow me to post anything much of the time, that’s why I haven’t post that much on my other blog curvasyrectas too.
I hope everyone is ok, I’m sorry and send (unuseful but caring) hugs if that’s not the case.
Good quarantine to everybody
N
((HUGS )) - long distance, to you also :-) . Hope you are all OK.
nurnielfa:
Update from my photography course:
My camera is crap.
I know nothing.
I’ll keep you informed.
You know a lot, and you take great photos. Keep going :-)
nurnielfa:
Hello friends,
This is long, so most important first:
Thank you so much to all the people who is still here, liking and reblogging and commenting my little things. Thanks also to all the people who still post their creations here in tumblr, you are the best school, the best teachers and an enjoinment to the eyes.
Thanks also to Fernando @allthingsfern who came here to visit my home and spent some days with us, that was a while ago, but I was in no mood for writing. It was a nice visit and a joyful time, and I will always be grateful for his visit and his company. Also for his beers and his photos. Thank you so much, come here again whenever you want, our home will always be open for you.
Second-
I feel I’m loosing interest in photography. Maybe it will come back, maybe not, better if I recover from this situation, because I’ve just receive a Sigma 18-200 as a gift from my wife and I’ve spent more money than I should in a two-month photography course beginning in january. I feel guilty now, but I also want to go. I don’t see any improvement in my photos, I feel like everything I do could have been done better by anyone else, and that everything I do is unoriginal.
Please don’t encourage me, don’t feel obliged, I can deal with it all, and probably I need to feel this way at this moment to try something better or left photography for good.
Third-
I’m open to answering questions. Any kind of polite question. Probably there’s nobody there or whoever read this have more interesting things to do, but in case anyone want to ask something, I’m here and I will answer.
Sorry if there are too many grammatical mistakes.
Lots of hugs to everybody.
Gracias a todos
Nuria
Thanks to you Nuria. You do what you need to do. Maybe take a break over the holiday season and come back refreshed ? Look after yourselves. I love your work ! Gracias Nuria :-))
